Am I Levitating or Elevating?!
You ever just sit back because you can’t keep up and say, what in the flying fuck is going on?! Yeah? Me too! Everything is always moving so very fast and in my personal experience even more so when you start finally aligning with who you really are and where you’re destined to be in life. That’s the stage I am at right now so I decided to talk about PERSONAL ELEVATION, given my own personal recent experiences. There’s a few tidbits of information that I think can be helpful to you that I wish I had known ahead of time rather than through trial and error. However I am thankful for the learning experience because now I am able to share those experiences with you!
Once you begin a personal transformation journey, there’s a soft, gentle space in your life when you’re starting to finally feel good, truly happy and believing there is good in the world again. Things are just naturally starting to fall into place and you feel like you can breathe deep and take it all in. What a beautiful feeling that is! It is almost a euphoria, an obsession but a healthy one with good and joyous feelings. After you’ve begun the journey to your “happy place” and you’re right on the cusp of elevation…..there ARE going to be challenges so I just want to warn you! They happen usually at the most inopportune times too…..you think to yourself, “how is this even happening? Everything is so perfect and falling into place the way it should be!” But no, this is the Universe’s way of pointing you in a new direction. You see, your desires never change but the avenue and the vehicles involved remain fluid and are ever evolving in order for the perfect ensure the collision of you meeting your destiny occurs . I say this so you don’t get side tracked because it’s so easy to fall back in that rabbit hole, thinking nothing is working. I am here to testify…..The meditation IS working, the positive thoughts ARE working, the affirmations ARE making a difference. What’s changing is your strength and the intangibles of your coping skills, how you handle these little (or sometimes life altering) challenges. That’s where those big changes are becoming most effective and that my dear friends is SUCCESS! When you are trying to rebuild yourself these “tests” can sometimes feel very overwhelming. Sort of like a toddler learning to walk for the first time. It’s easy for any little obstacle to knock them down…..but you are now that determined toddler who without question, gets back up and tries again! These tests are a necessary evil the Universe will throw at you to ensure you are ready for the onslaught of amazing magic that is about to enter your life. The Universe wants to make sure you are going to remain a good and positive person, making good change in the world and helping those that can’t always help themselves.
My last blog I talked about my “trip from hell, that was heaven sent”…so to speak. Well, what you didn’t know is prior to that and during that time I was faced with some very specific emotional growth “tests” myself. During those challenging moments it felt like it turned my whole world completely upside down. There were certain individuals in my life at the time that I believed were “meant to be there” but what I learned was that these certain individuals were meant to be there but for reasons I had not comprehended yet. This brings me back around to saying just how important staying in tune with your inner self and meditation is. Always listen very closely. From these particular individuals and tests, I increased my sense of inner direction, my inner sixth sense and my gut instincts. Sixth sense and gut instincts are ideally the same but in my opinion they both still serve very specific purposes.
The Test: Inner Direction
This was an entourage of small little events in my life that I felt were intertwined and meant to lead me down a specific path. Although the journey was somewhat on point the end result was something completely different. I had such a strong mental picture painted of what it was all supposed to look like that it threw me for a very big loop. This caused much inner reflection to take place and what I discovered was that expectations are PURE EVIL. They can deflect everything in your life to opposite ends of the pendulum. Ultimately, the outcome was exactly what was meant for me and I would have learned this a lot sooner without all of the hype and expectation. Lesson learned!
The Test: Sixth Sense
Now this lesson goes a bit deeper and was more of a confirmation than it was a lesson but either way I am thankful. When I think back to all the difficulties I had to face recently, the common denominator in all three of them was myself. What does that mean, well I knew before I naively chose to encourage these events that there were certain results that were inevitable and I chose to ignore that feeling I had. At the moment, immediate gratification was clearly the most desired response rather than patience. Shame on me, I knew better literally. I always knew I had some sort of deep intertwined connection with both the past and future but oftentimes, being human I would brush it off as something that is just impossible or maybe I was just a bit insane! But no, turns out I actually do have a very keen sense for both, upcoming situations and people. You can’t fool me, let’s just say that…..I will know! Lesson learned!
The Test: Gut Instincts
Although, as I mentioned in most cases gut instinct and sixth sense are two in the same but I also believe that sixth sense can be more a general overall belief of a result in a situation or instance but with a gut feeling I believe is more of an intimate sense specifically directed to one situation or person. I almost always receive some form of a gut check when it comes to immediate events. Example, I would have a sixth sense about how a particular day will unfold but a gut feeling about a particular moment in time on that same day. I foolishly chose to ignore these gut feelings sometimes and again for a more instant fulfilment. In all three of these situations again….my gut, inner sense and sense of direction were screaming at me. What was I even thinking, but as things start running smoothly in our lives it’s easy to take these precious gifts for granted. I will NOT take them for granted any longer. Lesson learned!
This brings us to the “now” where I have moved past all of those tests and challenges and am fully re-aligned. I must have passed all of my tests with flying colours because once I was able to discern the reasons for those tests, let me tell you, the WHY is such a huge, amazing surprise in my life. You see the Universe responds to your thoughts and deepest desires and was able to read mine more clearly than I even could. Not only am I being delivered my deepest desires but because I was able to pull back and tap into my senses before it was too late, my desires have been answered tenfold. The future literally has never looked so very bright. All of the darkness we go through, which from time to time is always going to happen; it makes the brighter times so much brighter. This is why it’s so important to dig deep and not give up and give in to those feelings of despair. EVERYTHING ALWAYS GETS BETTER!!! So for those of you coming through some tough times as you grow, hang tight because your payday is right there…can’t you taste it, smell it?! It’s yours for the taking.
I almost can’t even wrap my head around how much has changed for me in the last 6 months but the same is going to happen for you and let me tell ya, six months goes by pretty damn quick!
This brings me back to the beginning, what the fuck is going on?! But this time it’s because things are more amazing than you could have ever imagined for yourself. You’ve started to discover who you are and develop that self worth that should have been born into you as a child. Believing that you are worthy of good, magic and miracles. Just watch all the puzzle pieces start to fall into place…it’s a beautiful thing! Personal elevation is a journey that you have to properly pack for, make sure you have all your patience, calm mind and have completed all your gut checks because your in for a bumpy ride. Roller coasters have nothing on the journey of elevation so strap yourself in, allow yourself to scream when you’re coming down those big scary drops and take in every amazing second of looking up into the stars as your rise back up!
I would love to hear your stories of tests and challenges and how you were rewarded for your belief and faithfulness to the beautiful Divine [email protected]
Until next Thursday, Be Happy, Be Kind and most important LOVE YOURSELF <3
